I would start here
1. FOCUS ON FIXING YOUR DIET FIRST... you can run EVERYTHING under the sun but if you do not address your diet and training to coincide with your intended goal, you are spinning your wheels
2. LEARN your compounds... you CLEARLY have done no research asking to run rad at insanely high doses like that...
3. Address and learn the type of resistance training necessary to obtain your goals and not just have that dependency upon a PED or supplement to do the work for you